Eh, life got better, then worse, and now I'm back at ground zero starting my rebuild yet again.
Must have been messing up... or God shut those doors to open new ones, which is my personal hope.
School started up again, so I'm back on the computer regularly after taking most of the holiday season to not even crack the laptop bag open. Which, I have to say, was actually kind of nice.
More than two days of unplugged suited me... and depressed the hell outta me. Nobody comments on my journal. And God isn't always the best conversationalist.
But here's what I've learned since I've last been here:
1. Beauhunks hate Yankees more than they hate bad meat.
2. My ex is Sybil, and my friends are golden.
3. I'm stronger, tougher, more frightened, lazier, more greedy and more full of love and faith than even I realized.
4. It's tougher than I knew sometimes to find people that I don't annoy.
5. You have to acknowledge the feelings you want to throw in the garbage or they won't go away.
6. Having a set place to sleep at night is priceless.
Blessings and a beautiful Happy New Year to you all... I'll write with actual details again soon. =D
4 comments:
Oh honey, I have been thinking of you SO much! Send me an e-mail and let me know where you are living and how you are doing, ok??? I am so happy you are happy and still in school too!!
That is a really excellent post. It's funny when you get to a stage in life where you can admit that you are aware that you're not perfect, can be annoying, but also not that bad either!
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Aria, hang in there, I have walked those shoes before...God really does slam doors shut just to open better ones later on...V
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